Today

Was my nan's funeral. To be honest I thought I was all cried out, but it started again yesterday when I stayed at her house and she wasn't there. It sounds stupid but I couldn't sleep without a light on an my radio going. Mum's sister had taken the photo's from the house and shared them between the siblings, so mum let choose what I wanted to keep for myself, which of course set me off again. On a lighter/possibly scary note for me, there were two pictures of my mum at about 20ish and it's me! We always have the "you look like each other" etc thing, but this seriously freaked both of us out, you cannot tell the difference between her then and me now :)

However, the strangest thing about today for me was I had to be the strongest of my parents and me. Obviously I knew my mum would be really upset - it was her mum after all, but I never thought I'd have to comfort my dad like I did.