Don't you know you're a toxic

Thanks to my friend for the title who decided that, when she had a few drinks, Britney was singing about a toxic substance.

Thought provoking weekend, couple of things said about me which I know are right, but you kind of hope that your friends don't notice. Well, they know me far too well, think that's a good thing...

The truth is, I tend to hide behind an outgoing front when I have had a drink, which is not exactly me at all. I don't really know the reasonings behind me doing it, except perhaps not to show everyone that I am a complete loon and am not 100% happy with life in its present form. I'm just a bit confused about things now, and trying to get my head around it, therefore I am a bit subdued at work today (which has been noticed, and they're getting worried).